?

Log in

Well, we're going to Calais this weekend for May Day. Vivianne wants… - My journal in exile [entries|archive|friends|userinfo]
John Bell

[ userinfo | livejournal userinfo ]
[ archive | journal archive ]

[Apr. 27th, 1992|03:57 pm]
John Bell
Well, we're going to Calais this weekend for May Day. Vivianne wants to take me there to meet her family. Her sister Lauren will be there, too, as well as her parents. Lauren speaks English but her folks don't. Vivianne'll have to translate.

Things are almost at the serious stage for us, we're back to doing other things than fucking. She seems generally fond of me, as I am of her. Once it gets more serious, I'm going to have to tell her about everything, which I'm not looking forward to. If she's in love with me then, she's certain to fall out of it.

I don't know who I love. Allie is too precious to me, too loving, and there is that sick feeling I'm afraid of when I think about her. People run away from what they're afraid of. I'm no different.
LinkReply